you're in every part of me, down to every single cell. i consist of you, my heart beats as if we share the same soul. i wouldn't ever get rid of you, not even if i wanted to.
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@cerisecoils
wrapping had always been a skill that skipped over mateo ; however this year , with much concentration and effort , he laid out two neatly wrapped gifts for cheryl . a photo album of every polaroid he’d taken of them , from the »
« first thunderstorm night she’d spent within his trailer , up until nights ago when they’d been watching a christmas movie . and a necklace , a small orb within the centre if peered into it displayed the scribbles of ‘ 𝒾 𝓁ℴ𝓋ℯ 𝓎ℴ𝓊 ’ in different languages .
“ Merry »
@cerisecoils « and he desired nothing more than to feel it all with her .
“ have them all .”
he whispered , inclining forward until he could press a brief kiss onto her lips ; one , two , three . he littered her mouth with them until finally he offered one lingering kiss .
@cerisecoils untameable jealousy became too alert , her departing footsteps making his 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 to stop her more prominent — but he couldn’t , he knew that. it was unfair that he act a stupid jealous fool when it was his own reasoning that kept them separated , kept him within a »
@cerisecoils hues stare upon her own , searching and absorbing ; he knew the weight of her words , carried it similarly within his heart . the reality of that weight held pain , desire and a love so deep it often killed him , healed him , made him weep and smile until his cheeks hurt . »
@cerisecoils « candid and beautifully exhausted . . .”
it was a ramble ; anything to pull his mind away from the reality creeping and in truth , hers. he hadn’t lied , but his own honestly came from a place of selfishness.
@cerisecoils « his thoughts too much attention and focused upon the now instead. a calloused hand wriggling through her locks of hair , a lazy grin forming.
“i craved these moments , missed them. the sex , but more. this , when the masks of desire slip and it’s just you. »
@cerisecoils « her head and guiding her closer ; uncaring of their sticky bodies , skin melting against skin , uncaring of the fact these sheets would be changed before they slept to satisfy her cleanliness.
“i love you.”
it was a breathy statement , followed by a kiss onto her forehead.
@cerisecoils exhaustion blanketed across his sweaty form , her sheet clung to his body as he shifted onto his back and sucked down a heavy breath — heart continued to pound , the lasting effects of their intimacy a slow descent. his hazed gaze found hers , an arm forcing its way beneath »