déception

Maybe it’s easier to die than to be forgiven | SH, Suicidal thoughts, etc TW | vent acc

[déception @Lebensmudeee]

I hate it when people tell me not to commit suicide as I should think about the people that I’m going to hurt by doing so. Those people are the reason why I’m having suicidal thoughts!! I shouldn’t kill myself for them? Men, they’re the reason why I’m suffering!

[déception @Lebensmudeee]

Should I cut today?

[déception @Lebensmudeee]

It’s been 4 days now and I’m still counting. I don’t feel anything at all.

[déception @Lebensmudeee]

Cut.

[mel @stargrlie]

so i think we can all agree january was not our month

[déception @Lebensmudeee]

I was 46kg and it’s been only almost a week since I developed an ed, I am now 40kg

[déception @Lebensmudeee]

We’re still together as we haven’t had our official breakup yet, but it’s been 4 days since the last time we talked. I’m not okay with my family and he’s the only one I have but then he left. And so, I’m lost once again.

[déception @Lebensmudeee]

I’ve been exposed to violence, self harm, suicide attempts, and more at the age of 10 when my dad cheated on my mom. Since then I’ve been continuously suffering from anxiety, unhealthy mental health, trust issues, and anger management issues.

[déception @Lebensmudeee]

When he was having his suicidal thoughts, I was there to serve as a light on his darkest night. But now that I’m the one who’s mentally unstable, he suddenly wanted to leave me. He thinks that it’s really tiring to stick with me.

[déception @Lebensmudeee]

It sucks that people tend to leave people who are mentally and emotionally unstable.

[déception @Lebensmudeee]

Humans really are so fucked up aren’t they

[déception @Lebensmudeee]

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