xnKsenya

Kintsugi

[xnKsenya @Leopardmoth1]

Still haven't slept well after today's endo appointment, but in short, my surgery fund is on hold for now, and I'll have to ask for help with HRT medication expenses again, because I'm running out of my savings.

P.S. I look much better irl than in any photos.

[xnKsenya @Leopardmoth1]

Anyway, find me elsewhere.

[Christo Grozev @christogrozev]

"Donad Trump claims mass fraud in..." Ok I can to to bed, everything seems fine.

[xnKsenya @Leopardmoth1]

💧

[xnKsenya @Leopardmoth1]

The way people react like it's your fault that you have only bad dreams and shallow sleep and deal with anxiety every day, because "other people like you aren't like that".

[xnKsenya @Leopardmoth1]

You will lose all past friends/connections to transition, it just doesn't happen so stereotypically abruptly and dramatically.

[xnKsenya @Leopardmoth1]

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[xnKsenya @Leopardmoth1]

Still gaslighting myself people in my life care about me, they're just busy(for years nonstop).

[xnKsenya @Leopardmoth1]

🥛

[xnKsenya @Leopardmoth1]

CBT is the modern equivalent of diagnosing women with hysteria.

[xnKsenya @Leopardmoth1]

Voice is like 50% of the body for me, which explains why I hate phone calls. It's like if communication was a glory hole.

[xnKsenya @Leopardmoth1]

Some people love order so much they'll point out a flaw in an artwork when that's exactly what makes the piece expressive.

[xnKsenya @Leopardmoth1]

Allowing yourself to slow down and take time is maybe the second hardest thing in creating.

[xnKsenya @Leopardmoth1]

I literally can't take pictures of my sketchbook or clay things or even selfies without good sunlight.