It's so exhausting being in this endless cycle of deterioration, my sense of self slipping further and further out of my grasp. While I struggle in vain to grasp the few flickerings of a personality that I have, my hope to carry on exponentially dwindles.
I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I–
Instagram reels is crazy because one second you see a horse doing some bullshit and then suddenly it's 3:30 AM and you scroll upon a majestic ass cover of a song you've never even heard of with the most angelic voice(s) that makes you nostalgic for a life you never lived.
To all warframe players who actually know what the fuck they're doing and can defeat high level enemies with relative ease: If I ever see you in public, just know that I am mentally jumping your ass. I'll probably still lose, but it's more about the principle.