i have codependency because growing up i could never depend on anyone so i would sit in my room for hours and cry and get ignored, i never truly had anyone, so when i get a tiny bit of attention, i become codependent, i can't go a second without wanting to be by your side
How does one live this way? How do i deal with this? I let it happen. I let it play out, because if i fight back, i am an issue. And i dont want to be an issue. I shrink back when people yell, watch their hands. I make myself small, so i can never be a problem.
THIS IS SFX I AM A COSMETOLOGIST THIS IS FAKE
Suicide is always an option, and maybe I’m petty, but I want to prove a point. That I am as sick as everyone says I am.
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