bang chan: "i feel really sorry to the members for how cold i was to them (during trainee days). my training period was quite long. i went through a cycle where friends debuting, leaving, new ones coming it and leaving again. experiencing that repeatedly changed my personality at some point. i've decided, ‘i won't get close to anyone’ so i don't get hurt. that was the darkest time of my life. i kept wondering, ‘what's going to happen to my life now?’ and at that time, the members appeared in front of me."