As someone with anxiety, I cannot do inconsistency. Don’t introduce me to energy and a vibe you don’t plan on maintaining. One minute, you’re sweet; the next minute, you’re mean and cold. One minute, you’re present; the next minute, you’re distant. Absolutely not.
I’ve come to realize adulting makes you crave genuine companionship weather in a bestfriend or lover. you just want to have one person you can rely on through it all, nobody should have to through these things alone.
My nervous system can not deal with liking someone ever again . My soul and my body do not have the capacity to go through what i go through when my feelings are hurt.