@Tasha1644 That mentality should stop. Visiting him in his house don't always mean you'd have sex. Now equating it with meeting in supermarket that you won't buy anything, are you going for window shopping?
Make una grow up!
In whatever you do, be kind to everyone. Even your cleaners are useful in their own way!
Do not let your power or position be so overwhelming that you stop being humane.
Don't forget you'll die one day!
You see that exact point you're in life, that you're complaining so much about, is what someone else is praying so hard for.
Let me tell you something, if you do not die in a day or two, figuratively, that "double six" is so sure for you, if you 'don't stop putting in the work'
In some cases, we know we are worse than the people we criticize, but because we do ours behind closed doors, we tend to see ourselves as saint.
So, before you judge, or point fingers, make sure you're innocent, not two faced🤝