The choice may be irrational, illogical, and ill advised, but due to your deep and relentless passion/feeling, you cannot resist, and this decision is the one that, given the entirety of the circumstances, makes the most sense to you.
(get up) Psalm 113’s significance is this: it reveals the breathtaking paradox of God’s character — the Lord who is infinitely exalted above the nations and the heavens is also the God who stoops low to lift the poor, the needy, and the barren into joy, dignity, and honor.