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LostLove ♡MPD, Suicidal, Depressed, Selfharmer, Losing myself, Ana, Starving, ♡

[Unbreakable Heart♥ @LifeAgainstMe]

I want to hide for ever, but I lost the control of being a secret.

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But, my little miracle is finally here! I want to fix everything for the family. But I'm scared :(

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I can't sleep because of the pain. I had the c-section, so I'm in bad pain, damn.

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Omg I think I'm gonna kill the cats they are so annoying

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I want to cry and scream but I cried enough for my whole life already actually.. damn.

[gw; 94 lbs @DepressedBlades]

why do i always fuck things up

[gw; 94 lbs @DepressedBlades]

well fuck my life

[Unbreakable Heart♥ @LifeAgainstMe]

I'm so angry but I don't know why..

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Well I hate the box for the little one. I need to paint it AGAIN .

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I'm gonna make some caramel cappuccino😍😍

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I think I'm gonna sleep for like a million days. I'm so freaking tired.

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I still need to clean like 10000 things in the house but I feel sad and tired and can't force myself anymore.

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Haha my cat is sleeping and dreaming and making weird sounds 😍😍😍😍😍

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I always look when he's asleep, so I'm sure he's not dying. I also look at people when they don't speak so i know they're not dying either.

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And he is cuddling me when I'm sad and depressed. He feels how I feel, so I can't lose him..

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I don't wanna lose my cat, because he's the only one that knows me 100% and loves me just as much I love him..

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I freaking hate my feelings. I'm so scared 24/7, and I think about everybody that could possibly die. I hate this.

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'Things will get better' they said a million times. Why does it feel that it gets worse when i fall back ?

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It feels weird to know I'm not the same anymore. Stupid MPD.

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In about 6 / 7 weeks, i will give birth to a baby boy. ♡