sek

exist quietly, live loudly. 🖤

[sek @LifeInASek]

@lobsie Mood

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Kinda old pic. I'm curious what the glow up will be like this year.

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@yoimnotkesku Thank you kesku mate. It's been a draining year for real. Things are finally stabilizing again though.

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After nearly a year of being unemployed I finally signed a job offer on the first day of pride month. What did the queer community mean by this?

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I've been having dysmorphia with my body again. I need to lean out. My arms and everything is just too big. I don't like it. It's not even a good kind of big. I'm just big and it makes me want to shred myself apart.

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Yujiro in Tekken gets announced as an ender to the past week of nonstop good things happening to me feels like it should be an omen but instead feels like the exact opposite of that. I'm so anxious because surely something bad is still supposed to happen right? Or is it over?

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Funny how I lost my job the week this happened.

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My bday starts with lack of sleep (as usual) and a flat tire in my rental upon arriving to the location I’m visiting. Please don’t let this be a sign of how the week is gonna go. This can’t be it.

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No seriously what did he mean by this

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Me to my roomfie: "do you think I'm neurotypical?"
Them, immediately: "no"

Me: "what do I do that gives it away?"

He just hits me with

[sek @LifeInASek]

Me to my roomfie: "do you think I'm neurotypical?"
Them, immediately: "no"

Me: "what do I do that gives it away?"

He just hits me with

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@SocksAssistant Asymmetry in design, if that counts. It's almost as if that's a requirement now.

[sek @LifeInASek]

Nothing has gone right for nearly a year now. However, we take small wins where we can.
Despite my life being at the pinnacle of depression and stress I am somehow still on track for my summer fitness goal.
I just need to lock back in for the next two months to really get there.

[sek @LifeInASek]

I stopped working out after moving in March but due to being in a perpetual state of moving and working labor intensive jobs for the past couple months I am now even more built than before. My muscle definition is crazier than ever wtf

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@lobsie That would be lit actually

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Too many friendships and relationships are quite fickle. It's interesting how easily a bond can seemingly be tarnished or broken. Even worse when certain matters are out of the control of both parties.

[Val😝 @godHatesValiant]

i let my dick make decisions sometimes, call that cocknitive thinking

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Whoever said "everyday until you like it" honestly cooked with that. They were so right.

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Trying to convince my father to let me inherit his acoustic guitar so I can play an instrument again. I miss composing and playing music. A guitar is nice to have especially since I can't get a cello anytime soon. I want to thoroughly learn more piano someday too.

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Against all odds, once again, I shall reclaim my life. This time I'll have no other choice but to succeed.

No matter what, I'll brave this path with everything I have.

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Fire Force is incredible. The way it ties in directly into Soul Eater at the end really makes me wish it would get a reboot now.

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I've awoken to toxic relationships. Being toxic is liberating in its own way. I've been missing out. (Been reading too many toxic romance manga lately)