°•°jane in the city°•°

•°~°• I want this to be proof that I was alive •°~°•
24, she/they, not new || edrtwt drugtwt shedtwt || BPD, MDD, GAD, heavily medicated, relapsing again

[°•°jane in the city°•° @LifeNo28912]

Homeless no longer

[°•°jane in the city°•° @LifeNo28912]

Can we chill ..

[°•°jane in the city°•° @LifeNo28912]

I forgot to breathe

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Lunch for today, I love meat

[°•°jane in the city°•° @LifeNo28912]

@fujokavehh @redbeanbleed @iluvkayaa @cndypaws No, and I went thru self checkout

[°•°jane in the city°•° @LifeNo28912]

Should I be scared? I'm scared

[°•°jane in the city°•° @LifeNo28912]

Snack

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I'm so fucking constipated

[°•°jane in the city°•° @LifeNo28912]

It peaked like an hour ago, feeling good and honestly there is NO food noise

[°•°jane in the city°•° @LifeNo28912]

I find it funny how much I'm feeling it. Im bouncy and lighter but also strung out? Doesn't help that it's 90 degrees in LA.. .

[°•°jane in the city°•° @LifeNo28912]

Ngl I'm feeling shaky. Nothing terrible, but the feeling is noticeable

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@bloodied_n_bony Man I JUST popped a pill 💀💀

[°•°jane in the city°•° @LifeNo28912]

Day one!
I have a very high caffeine tolerance, so I'm not worried about the spike. I'm hoping it dampens the food noise a bit, might lose my mind without my daily energy drink tho

[°•°jane in the city°•° @LifeNo28912]

Should I be scared? I'm scared

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@redbeanbleed @iluvkayaa @cndypaws I got these from the rich people grocery store's discount section

[june ౨ৎ @gurobeatz]

wish I had “too tired to eat” depression and not “eat everything in sight” depression

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@MerodiiM98326 Google tells me no, which is a good sign

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How much longer can I blame my binge cycle on my period

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@MerodiiM98326 It seems to work using very high levels of caffeine. I already consume roughly 350mg a day, which is like the same as one pill. It wants you to work up to taking two pills a day (which I think is insane) but I think I could try taking one instead of my daily energy drink hmmm

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@MerodiiM98326 LMAO

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@cemeteryless dude there was like 6 boxes too 💀

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I didn't finish this. My brain just starts to panic if I don't have food

[°•°jane in the city°•° @LifeNo28912]

I'm getting McDonald's

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I'm getting McDonald's