I’ve missed you so much .. but our distance is far too great now to share a bond.. even if I tried, I couldn’t say all what I need to say..
I’m afraid, one day, I’ll regret the distance.. one day, it will be too late ..
10 yrs this year.. There’s no connection left.. just memories .. I hope she found what she was looking for .. and is happier somewhere.. I hope her life is easier now that I’m not around demanding and expecting .. I doubt I’d cross her mind now which is for the best .
I’m working away and fully concentrating on the paper and out of nowhere, I smell a familiar scent. Hers. There is no one around and all I can smell is her.. distinct and faintly distant but definetely her.. I know my mind played this trick but these memories take me back 10yrs
We may not be together or on speaking terms today, but there’s comfort in knowing that you’re breathing somewhere …
You’re not completely lost to me … not yet …
You never get over that person you truly once loved. They may not be in your life but always at the back of your mind.
There is a thin thread of golden love flowing through your heart!
And it all triggers with a song, a random memory, a location, happy feeling or loss in life!
Finally… all my duties, responsibilities and commitments are completed. I have nothing but time now.
I wonder if I can finally prioritise me? Or am I still bounded by culture, traditions or expectations.
Will I be accepted as me?
The grand move for love 12 years ago. A million things have happened since then.
Paths took turns where I lost some and gained others.
The love is non-existent, relationships with old are gone with the wind, new families and friends evolved and I, I am unrecognisable.