LifePasses

I think, therefore I am

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“These violent delights have violent ends...”

William Shakespeare

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One day, my heart won’t feel this heavy with sorrow

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Exactly 10 years today ….

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10 years this year now.. there hasn’t been a day I didn’t remember you… but it did get easier with time..

Not completely but it certainly does heal

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And now, the annual traditions no longer exist … it’s finally ended …

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I’ve missed you so much .. but our distance is far too great now to share a bond.. even if I tried, I couldn’t say all what I need to say..

I’m afraid, one day, I’ll regret the distance.. one day, it will be too late ..

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There are millions of reasons and we couldn’t find one …

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Wabi-sabi

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But you do, cross my mind.. ever so often I’d care to admit..

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10 yrs this year.. There’s no connection left.. just memories .. I hope she found what she was looking for .. and is happier somewhere.. I hope her life is easier now that I’m not around demanding and expecting .. I doubt I’d cross her mind now which is for the best .

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I’m working away and fully concentrating on the paper and out of nowhere, I smell a familiar scent. Hers. There is no one around and all I can smell is her.. distinct and faintly distant but definetely her.. I know my mind played this trick but these memories take me back 10yrs

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We may not be together or on speaking terms today, but there’s comfort in knowing that you’re breathing somewhere …

You’re not completely lost to me … not yet …

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I want to wake up one day free from all the haunting thoughts of the past …

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You never get over that person you truly once loved. They may not be in your life but always at the back of your mind.

There is a thin thread of golden love flowing through your heart!

And it all triggers with a song, a random memory, a location, happy feeling or loss in life!

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Finally… all my duties, responsibilities and commitments are completed. I have nothing but time now.

I wonder if I can finally prioritise me? Or am I still bounded by culture, traditions or expectations.

Will I be accepted as me?

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It’s a high school wrap!!

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The grand move for love 12 years ago. A million things have happened since then.

Paths took turns where I lost some and gained others.

The love is non-existent, relationships with old are gone with the wind, new families and friends evolved and I, I am unrecognisable.

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It feels like an end of an era. I’ve done all I could and now, he steps into the world on his own.

I hope the world is kind to my heart.

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Dean Lewis - With You (Lyric Video) https://t.co/ZuwDIApFbd via @YouTube

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Dean Lewis - I Hate That It's True (Official Video) https://t.co/5cc9KxSczW via @YouTube

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These memories I hold close to my heart …