This ๐ stream occurred at the beginning of 2026 when ๐ was battling a serious disease. I contemplated whether or not to share this because it was kinda personal but ultimately I feel that many ppl need to hear this.
๐: I was nervous. Am I gonna feel any pain? I had PTSD before stream. Am I gonna die or something? I'm happy that I got to stream today & catch up w/ everyone
๐: I have a good support system. I'm not a victim. When life gets hard I don't like to use it as an excuse. I do get depressed but I don't like to go to my fans and be sad about it. I think that everybody has to go thru difficult times, not just me. It does get hard and this was one of the harder things that I had to deal w/ in life but I just want to tell you guys that even though it's hard I prefer to push on and use my experience to uplift you guys. If a p*ssy *** b**** like me can do it then you can too.
#ennalively
๐ฆ: you know what's the one thing that makes me feel warm
๐ฆ: is when i go somewhere with other EN livers
๐ฆ: i dont say anything, but theyre like "this guy can't eat crab tho" like dont give me a chance to say it myself
๐ฆ: yeah, to me thats like really thoughtful
๐ฅบ๐ฅบ#lucalive
("mommy loves you" heals)
๐do u need healing?
๐งyes
๐Mommy loves you (x2)
๐ง๐ณim healed in many ways
๐i need some too
๐งMommy loves you (x2)
๐งwatch out for the thing
๐งow fuck i just said my own word
๐Mommy loves you
๐งmaybe i'll start hurting myself
#PetraGurin#KlaraCast
Around 3-4 livers in that don't live in Japan. The other livers who moved to Japan took their time to decide it, initially traveled back & forth too. At least one liver moved despite knowing zero Japanese. Yet they can stand on same stage singing together. Hurrah! ๐
Happy 5th Anniversary #NIJISANJI_EN! โจ
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๐ฅ NIJISANJI EN Best Moments โฏ๏ธ
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What was your favorite moment from this #NIJIClip? Post ๐s in the replies for our Livers!
๐ปWatch the full video here!
https://t.co/tjEFHCEDvJ
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