She is Alana Rosa, 20 years old, who was stabbed 40 times after refusing to date a man, attends the first trial hearing of the criminal. All the strength to her, I hope she gets justice for what was done to her.
I say this with love, at some point you have to stop being so busy and face those things. It’s hard but it’s also the only way to find healing and peace.
I highly recommend you find yourself a clingy (healthy) lovey dovey partner who's super excited about you. Life is too short to spend it with someone who act like showing love is a chore.