You've stopped praying, you've stopped reading the Bible, you've lost your peace, you've lost your joy, and if you continue you will lose conviction of the Holy Spirit. You're backsliding.
God is flashing these warning signs at you so you repent and turn back to Christ.
Maturing is realizing when you wake up randomly at 3am or 4am you’re supposed to pray. Over your home, over your children. Then sit and listen to what God tells you to do next
Don’t you guys find sleeping weird?? Like, we lie down on a bed, close our eyes, and it’s like we disappear for hours. Our body doesn’t move or remember anything, and on top of that, our mind dreams things we can’t control. It’s totally normal, but it’s really strange.