Everyday on my way back home I see a bridge and I just feel like jumpingβ¦ Im always so close to jumping but then I have to convince myself that i cantβ¦ my family canβt go through another traumaβ¦ they wonβt be able to handle it
My eyes have no life left
I dont remember the last time I was happy from within
Today I realised that I dont remember on which cheek I have a dimple because I havent seen it in so long.
Im suffering so much and I have absolutely no one with me. I just want to scream
U know what I hate?? People with victim as FUCK mindset. They think everyone is WRONG and doing them WRONG when in reality they are assholest of them all lmao and then they hv guts to give bhagwan ki dhamki ki woh tumhare saath bahut bura karega. Bhai jaa pehle self aware hoke aa
I have so much anger inside me when i think about all of this. Although Im fine I donβt give that many fucks but obviously I care because I put in so many efforts in these friendships and it just hurts how these bitches treat me like I donβt matter huh