Lilya

relapse of ana b/p
diagnosed with Ana/ocpd/bpd/dysthymia
158cm lw: 36kg lbmi: 14.5
cw; 45kg bmi: 18.2

[Lilya @Lily4again]

Intro 💞

Hi I’m Lilya I’m not new to #edtwt I just relapsed recently
I’m 20yo, with diagnosed anorexia
Cw: idk smth between bmi 18-19
Lbmi: 14.5 lw: 36kg

Looking for active moots :3 So i u leave a 🩷 I will fb (if u re not a kid or a creep)

[Lilya @Lily4again]

Ate like 50-60g of chips and had to purge cause I have to go write and exam in 10mins 🫩 maybe I will finish it this evening or tmrw

[Lilya @Lily4again]

At the top are food that I’m gonna keep down today
At the down are my b/p for today :3

[Lilya @Lily4again]

Having flatmates that have a room next to bathroom made me the quietest purger 🧑‍🩰

[Lilya @Lily4again]

@revaixh @sinnamonbar I wish things like that would scare me

[Lilya @Lily4again]

@Kai19713207936 Hii

[Lilya @Lily4again]

@paprikajam Hii

[Lilya @Lily4again]

@slushy77196 Hiii

[Lilya @Lily4again]

@novastarsaturn @skinny_s0ul So real

[deyna @swagatron02]

i genuinely need to lock in and starve myself i can NOT keep being this fat

[Lilya @Lily4again]

@sunblessedb0nes Me being almost 21……

[Lilya @Lily4again]

@louistlbs Maybe eat at least small portions before :) it’s ur birthday it’s only one day at year even if it’s happens 🩷 and wishing u the best birthday!!!

[Lilya @Lily4again]

@Lylylimia He’s so cute :3

[Lilya @Lily4again]

@agailpatty Omg thank u sm 🫶 that’s so sweet

[Lilya @Lily4again]

Awful thing about me that I don’t really lose much weight in my collarbones area
Last pic is my now in comparison to being two or three bmi points lower.
Maybe it’s the fact that I have lower bf% now?

[Lilya @Lily4again]

@revoltingthing It’s a disorder

[Lilya @Lily4again]

@xzenniferx 22 max

[Lilya @Lily4again]

@theyluvchichi @jadesdyng Fr!!

[Lilya @Lily4again]

@utahraptorrrr Słodki trinket byśmy meczowali

[Lilya @Lily4again]

#averagespo #shedtwt #drugtwt #edtwt #moots #mutuals
Trynna boost my post lmfao

[Lilya @Lily4again]

Intro 💞

Hi I’m Lilya I’m not new to #edtwt I just relapsed recently
I’m 20yo, with diagnosed anorexia
Cw: idk smth between bmi 18-19
Lbmi: 14.5 lw: 36kg

Looking for active moots :3 So i u leave a 🩷 I will fb (if u re not a kid or a creep)

[Lilya @Lily4again]

@pinkdigicam Yeah, proffesional drunkorexic and antidepressants/ stabilizers / benzodiazepines combo drinker 🫶