The living room lights were on (which is very important to point out in this story) One thing about our house was that it was in a very isolated area, far from the main road and surrounded by hills and trees.
I really want to hear from people who have actually been through this. Right now I just need to know that making one terrible mistake doesn't mean my entire future is ruin
II want to be surrounded by people who believe in me. I want to be around people who see shadow and my light and caress the complexities into a soft gooey center of humanness. A long breath out, a release of tension. want my eyes to close then open when it is easier.