🤍🍓Lina🍓🤍

Shedtwt // Ana/mia semi recov // 14
They/she // moots??
🤍PRO RECOV🤍
BMI: 18.1
Basic dni I’ll block if I don’t fw u

[🤍🍓Lina🍓🤍 @Linas_starving]

Unpinning once I reach bmi 16 !! ᕙ(`▿´)ᕗ

[🤍🍓Lina🍓🤍 @Linas_starving]

Now…. How the FUCK has that happened after I used to relapse everyday for YEARS

[🤍🍓Lina🍓🤍 @Linas_starving]

Had to remove one of my sh thread cause it locked my acc…

[🤍🍓Lina🍓🤍 @Linas_starving]

@Unlucky_lizzyTW I’ll try and post a little though ! But your right 😭

[🤍🍓Lina🍓🤍 @Linas_starving]

Been recovering and went back to my normal weight for a few months and now I just accidentally lost 3 kg by and I’ve been not hungry at ALL not sure wether I should be happy or not 😭 like… sad I lost progress, but happy I lost weight at the same time 🤦‍♀️

[🤍🍓Lina🍓🤍 @Linas_starving]

@Unlucky_lizzyTW Awww thank you! 💞 im proud of myself too

[🤍🍓Lina🍓🤍 @Linas_starving]

The way I’ve gone from counting calories to lose weight to now counting calories to see if I need more food is actually insane to me 😭

[🤍🍓Lina🍓🤍 @Linas_starving]

@Unlucky_lizzyTW I would love toooo I’m not sure what to post about now that I’m not restricting though 😪 miss you toooo!

[🤍🍓Lina🍓🤍 @Linas_starving]

@Unlucky_lizzyTW I go out practically all day smoke and keep spray on me change once I get home and brush my teeth and I keep my stash in a empty gum container LMAOO it blocks the smell quite well

[🤍🍓Lina🍓🤍 @Linas_starving]

Hi guys haven’t posted in a bit cause I was semi recovering um update some days I don’t eat some days I do , I’m 6 months clean of sh and I’ve been smoking 🍃 everyday 😭

[🤍🍓Lina🍓🤍 @Linas_starving]

@Unlucky_lizzyTW NOOO ITS OKAY NW! 😪 <3

[🤍🍓Lina🍓🤍 @Linas_starving]

No cause i actually love her we now just wear sleeveless tops around each other cause we know we both won’t judge because we understand x https://t.co/DpR22Os3jq

[🤍🍓Lina🍓🤍 @Linas_starving]

Met a girl who also sh she’s way more open about it to me then I’ve ever been with anyone , she knows I cut bcs she accidentally pulled up my sleeve one time but she didn’t go all weird she just said “OOPS OH me too girl” and we both started laughing it was nice 😪

[🤍🍓Lina🍓🤍 @Linas_starving]

@Unlucky_lizzyTW Right?! OMG NO SHE HAS A BF I JUST SAY I LOVE YOU TO MY GOOD FRIENDS 😭

[🤍🍓Lina🍓🤍 @Linas_starving]

I still have nightmares about my dad, I wonder how long I’ll have them for sometimes butttt it’s best not to dwell on it I suppose !

[🤍🍓Lina🍓🤍 @Linas_starving]

Met a girl who also sh she’s way more open about it to me then I’ve ever been with anyone , she knows I cut bcs she accidentally pulled up my sleeve one time but she didn’t go all weird she just said “OOPS OH me too girl” and we both started laughing it was nice 😪

[🤍🍓Lina🍓🤍 @Linas_starving]

@Unlucky_lizzyTW LITERALLYYYY it will be worth it though because it will heal around summer so it’ll be cute 😽

[🤍🍓Lina🍓🤍 @Linas_starving]

Got my belly button pierced today !! It’s so cute but right now it kinda hurts to lay on my side so I’m laying down like I’m in a coffin

[🤍🍓Lina🍓🤍 @Linas_starving]

It shows just how distorted my view of my body is when I haven’t been counting cals or weighing myself and thought I was 49 kg only to find out I’m actually 46.3 kg …like you’re kidding I’ve felt like a fat fuck this whole time and I LOST weight 😭

[🤍🍓Lina🍓🤍 @Linas_starving]

Got risky and last time I went to the gym I went In a hoodie , tank top and leggings and I was so HOT and bcs no one I knew was there I risked it and took my hoodie of (no new cuts just A LOT of scars) and funnily enough no weird looks , no comments and everything was fine?? Yay?

[🤍🍓Lina🍓🤍 @Linas_starving]

Going to go gym tmrw after I review this new school but then im going to be busy on the weekend so ill go gym on Monday instead! 💞

[🤍🍓Lina🍓🤍 @Linas_starving]

Just hanged out w some of my freindssss I actually love them and I’m going to have a sleepover with another friend ether in Saturday or Sunday 😽(which I can vape freely in her house because her room is in the loft !!)