IM feel restless.Ay mind blurs and my ears sting with pain.
All the nights I've spent dreaming about this, all the work I've put and I still feel shame.
Tnd I couldn't bear to look at it.
he keyboard lay flat, covered in dust.
apologetic look and/or word at one another'. It doesn't work all the time, as some people don't care to say anything. I told this to my ex-gf once and she alluded to me being neuro-divergent, but I just like it when people are courteous or nice.
OIf course I was never their person. They always preferred someone else. Whether their former roommate or him. can't help but wonder what was the moment they prioritized him over me and his opinion over mine. Because that sort of thing happened over and over again.
What a gorgeous bird!! The doves are letting me get closer and closer to them... it's a slow process, but we're building trust, and the doves seems to know that they're safe here, with Petey and me, in our backyard. That's huge, to me!!