tonight i want to be undressed like a secret. one button at a time, your eyes never leaving mine. kiss every inch you uncover. then stop being careful. i don't want careful. i want to be pressed into the sheets until i forget my own name.
nobody knows what i think about when i go quiet. you, behind me, mouth on my neck, hands sliding under my shirt, telling me i'm doing so well. your fist in my hair when i pretend i don't like it. i like it. i just won't say it first.
i want someone who's patient with me. slow hands, soft voice, kisses that ask first. and then, when i finally say yes, i want them to stop being polite. pin my wrists above my head. make me forget how quiet i usually am. make me loud.