“You don’t seem autistic.”
That’s because I don’t have the Sheldon Cooper version where I’m obsessed with trains and math.
I have the version where I mask heavily, sensory-seek, and burn myself out from doing too much because of co-occurring anxiety.
I panic when plans change, I deal with rejection sensitivity, and I get called aggressive just for being honest.
I think I need to recalibrate my calorie deficit. with working 3-4 days a week (on my feet running around)
And then working out at the Pilates studio 4-5 days a week I think I'm not eating enough because I've been ravenous lately.
I really love that I went back to work and everyone who I once worked with years ago is there still (well the ones I love anyway)
feels like a little family 💕