Little Awkward

Life is what you make of it, either work hard and achieve or lay back and blame others because you're too lazy.

[Little Awkward @Little_Awkward_]

The visions have started again…the knowledge of pain is on the horizon, do i leave before you have the chance to tell me what i already know or must it be that you have to tell me for you to let me go?

[Little Awkward @Little_Awkward_]

Suffocating under this toxic air while everyone is watching like this is some sick enjoyable show. One by one they set off more gas bombs within the glass box Im locked in, all while stating to me that it’s my duty to protect them from the gas that they poison me with.

[Little Awkward @Little_Awkward_]

Been struggling for a while now but apparently the coping mechanisms are working a little too well because nothing feels real anymore……

[Little Awkward @Little_Awkward_]

I’ve noticed that every time the feeling of being “too much” washes over one’s body, paper to pen becomes more safe, as if the words flowing along these rough edges only carve into similar wounds bound by the silence clawing within screaming to be heard yet always drowning.

[Little Awkward @Little_Awkward_]

I wonder if life will cut me some slack an allow me some form of happiness somehow, instead of leaving me high and dry each time

[Little Awkward @Little_Awkward_]

We flirted, we texted, we laughed, we cried, we stayed up just to talk each other, we said I love you… Now we don’t talk.

[Little Awkward @Little_Awkward_]

It’s funny to be honest, the fact I believed what you said to me for you had not given me a reason not to until now, now I question everything you say

[Little Awkward @Little_Awkward_]

Well a year being wasted once again, men can not be trusted which has been made clear with each passing year 🙄

[Little Awkward @Little_Awkward_]

Dont you just loathe it when strangers blame you for their attraction towards you 😑 when you have done literally nothing but minded your own damn business. All I wanted to do was read my book and enjoy a coffee 🙄

[Little Awkward @Little_Awkward_]

So you keep coming to mind yet I know theres no hope in continuing, as much as my body craves your touch while my mind craves your intellect, it’s clear my desire for you an you for I is not the same.

[Little Awkward @Little_Awkward_]

Why is it against the law to commit suicide? Like seriously most people don’t want to be alive so why force them to stay breathing.

[Little Awkward @Little_Awkward_]

I want to feel your muscles under my finger tips slowly, flexing slightly as they run down your chest.

[Little Awkward @Little_Awkward_]

I envy the pillow that cradles your head as you sleep peacefully, while I dream of the day that your arms wrap around me, heat of your breath running through my hair and down the spine, you pull me tightly against your chest muttering a sweet lullaby

[Little Awkward @Little_Awkward_]

I wanna run my fingers through your hair as your head rests upon my lap

[Little Awkward @Little_Awkward_]

Today you confirm that I’m nothing to you but someone to mess around and sleep with. You hold no care towards me so in return i shall show you how that feels.

[Little Awkward @Little_Awkward_]

Your scent lingers in the air cloaking around my shoulders, seeping into the skin as the toxins cloud my vision once more

[Little Awkward @Little_Awkward_]

Waking up in your arms felt like a dream, one I didn’t want to leave but alas life got in the way and you slowly faded into the distance. Oh how i long to be in your arms again my love for it’s been too long since Ive felt your touch - The words I never got to say 💔😔

[Morbid Knowledge @MorbidKnowledge]

Zoraya Ter Beek, a 28-year-old woman from the Netherlands, will undergo euthanasia in May due to severe mental health challenges.

Ter Beek has stated that she has struggled with depression, autism, and borderline personality disorder throughout her life.

After doctors informed Ter Beek that there were no additional treatment options available, she made the decision to pursue euthanasia, a legal option in the Netherlands.

Despite having a boyfriend and pets, Ter Beek’s life will voluntarily come to an end in May 2024.