Iโm an HSP (Highly Sensitive Person) with SPS (sensory/emotional processing sensitivity), which basically means my brain is always deeply processing. Emotions, environments, tone shifts, body language, subtextโฆ all of it gets absorbed and analyzed constantly. My mind is always on.
It can be overwhelming and isolating sometimes, but it also allows me to connect with art and other people in ways that are beautiful and meaningful to me. I think thatโs part of why Louโs performances resonate with me so much. Every choice he makes as an actor feels intentional and human. The inner lives he builds into his characters feel so textured and emotionally alive that my brain just settles into them. Thereโs so much there for me to feel and unpack.
Louโs work gives my brain somewhere meaningful to go. Instead of feeling overwhelmed by how much I notice and absorb, I get to experience that depth through storytelling and character work that feels bravely honest in a world that often seems to punish authenticity.
His art makes me feel seen and connected in a way I donโt often get to experience, and Iโll always be grateful to him for that. What I would like to tell myself, Lou, and anyone else who might read this, HSP with SPS or not:
You're not too much, you're not alone, and this world is a beautiful place to live because you're a part of it.
@LouDPhillips Did you ever read the memoirs that The King And I was adapted from? I'm reading The English Governess At The Siamese Court now, and I am so captivated by Anna's writing! The King she describes feels far more human and complex than I expected, and often surprisingly vulnerable. Reading it has made me wonder if some of that more direct vulnerability found its way into your interpretation of the role. Yes, I'm still mourning the fact that I'll never get to see your performances ๐
@VicToriA19_72 Thank you! ๐ The color progression was interesting. When he's first introduced he's in a white puffer, but by the end he's wearing black. Subliminal messaging!
True! Poor Rowan, too. She just wanted him to love her ๐ฅบ Anyway, I really love the hopeful message of this movie, it's sweet. And I'm glad we got to see the layers to Roy, even if he kept them mostly under wraps. I like that we got to understand him even if we couldn't support him. And I say that purely from a moral standpoint because it's Lou so I love him, I don't care ๐
The best kinds of villains are the ones who see themselves as the heroes. I love that this movie tells us what drives him. It's clear that the things he's witnessed and endured have caused him to grow detached and cynical, but everything he does is justified in his mind. The sad thing is, in trying so hard to secure what he thinks he needs, he ends up self-sabotaging and losing everything he was doing all of this for in the first place. Oh, this is the good stuff!