I gave up after doing everything I could. Now I’ve abandoned my life, my family, my home, I literally just got up and left without saying a word to anybody.
And now, I’m trying so much to die.
I need to be dead.
Anything less than that is not good enough.
#DeterminedToDie
I still care about my friends and family more than anything.
#However; I had no choice but to disappear as I cannot let them see me try so hard to do what I must to finally die.
I miss them so much.
I had to push them away to protect them from me.
I’m poison, don’t forget.