the key to not hating ur writing is never rereading ur fics once they're posted. if it's out there it's out there and it may be shit but that's no longer my concern
i get the urge to say sorry when I'm texting people like im so fucking sorry for texting im probably not making any sense im sorry I sound annoying and desperate 😭😭😭😭 like im sorry pls do you hate me 😭😭😭😭😭😭 sorry why am i like this 😭😭😭😭 sorry
i wish i could live like a normal person sometimes. post on socials, hang around with friends, go out, make memories, socialize and let people know me. but something in me always chooses silence.