أون تصغري كي يبقى هو كبيرًا.لمن حبٍّ يطلبُ منكِ
وا تُبنى من الحديد،
يأن بعضَ الأقفاص
ثمسكُ بكِ كي لا تفلتي.
تم أدركتُ أن بعضها
كمسكُ بكِ كي تحميكِ،
تنتُ أظنُّ أن بعضَ الأيدي
وملكُ حقَّ أن تملكَ جناحي.
ولا اليدُ التي تُطعِمني
للا تلك القضبانُ موطني،
ستُ طائرًا في قفص،
I also have severe OCD, so it didn't help me obsess over if I was a creep. Anyway, I opened up to my gf/ex about this because it was weighing on me, and I wanted to be completely honest. She also started to catch on with me staying later at work or taking extra shifts.
In life we see the smile the pretty face the gracious style the flawless behaviour the fire the essence but did you know beyond that point there are battles fought that are not spoken of not seen not made aware in the human eyes.
First, you had thought this easy; You’d merely be pulling a trigger and at such lengths away from the victim. so why should you feel the pain of the dead?
wthereahrough my skull
and it's finally sticking through me
end itches the skin
tspecially as the blood dries
where is no brushing it off
there you just can't ignore it anymore
that sticks out through bleeding skin
where is a point
Then enough is enough
here is a point
OIh, if you see the Archivist he's so fun to whumpIf you see the Archivist, oh his name is Jonathan Sims,
Af you see the Archivist, he's fun to whump
ll the other Avatars in seasons 1 - 4, probably