Just a stoner #crybaby in a legal state listening to #posthardcore ๐ค and LilpeepForever @lilpeep # ๐๐โ๐ 30 #GreenEyes#Gorgeous ๐๐ฏโ๐จ๐จ๐จ
I had a dream about you this morning. We were watching a kids movie, cuddling in bed and I buried my head into your chest. It felt so real. I woke up and Iโve been crying about all day about it. I hope I get to see you again in my dreams. ๐๏ธ
Dear Forrest,
Itโs been one month since you died. I still canโt fathom how I can still have my dad, but my kids canโt have theirs. They will never hear your voice again. Your phone number has already been taken. A little bit of you was mixed with your best friend, JB.
Just doing my near nightly check of the inmate roster, and my bd is back in jail! Thatโs what you get when you violate a protection order x2 and miss court. Fucking arrest warrants work! I hope no one bails him out.
This year has took a turn for the weird because I might actually have two boyfriends lol. Almost 90 days sober from alcohol! What if I donโt want to be monogamous?!
Last year, I was cat, constantly licking her wounds. This year has been different. I am sober from alcohol. I do wanna drink one more time lol, but Iโve only been drunk twice this year.
This is Russiaโs state-run media airing salacious pictures of the future First Lady, Melania Trump.
This is Putin letting Trump know that he is in charge.
Watch as Trump rolls over.
I keep replaying my weekend with her. Replaying how it could be different, how I should have sent her out, how I started seeing the discoloration in her legs, or the moments of confusion.
I havenโt felt the pain from losing my residents in a long time, that today, when I found out one my favorites passed very suddenly, very painful and it just happened yesterday, it has wrecked me. No body told until my shift started, and I had to call out because I canโt work/cry
Honestly, Iโm fucking dumb. I was thinking of getting a second job for money and social aspect but it fucking occurred to me, to just work OT at my current job.
In another fail on ems/fire department, I found one of my residents on the floor. They had been there for at least 12+, and they helped them sign an AMA. Iโm still livid, and this happened on Thursday.
Idk if I mentioned this, but Iโve switched from smoking weed bud into only thc carts. More specifically, flavored and indica carts. My current favorite brand is thrills. Absolutely amazing flavors, always accurate with indica, sativa or hybrid, and theyโre pesticide-free.