i cant get a bpd assessment because if i was to go through the nhs id be suffering through an extensive wait list and they would turn me away for the fact im neurodivergent and i cant afford to go private as it stands. im so tired
i dont fucking care. ive been depressed my whole life, always have, always will be. ill go to absolute lengths to help people and give them my last but i cop shit. nobody wants to be associated with me and im a total outsider from every circle. i dont fucking get it.
done well during my interclub bout and the witches on my reels are telling me supposedly this'll be the best week of my life
i will report back if this is netanyahu trying to get the better of me