Lloydski

[Lloydski @Lloidified]

Today I decided to start writing my DLOL ( daily life story of Lloyd) . It’s hard when you can’t confront what kills you inside , when you can’t be straight forward with what you’re feeling. I created this for the sake of expressing my hate towards the people who

[Lloydski @Lloidified]

Alam nyo pag may pagkakataon kayong I-confront yung Isang Tao gawin nyo agad kasi if you don’t ,you’ll regret it . Sana nga matapang akong sabihin yung mga gusto ko , kaso Ang hirap … ang hirap makapagpasama ng loob Hindi ko magawa pero sila nagagawa Nila sayo

[Lloydski @Lloidified]

DLOL entry no.5

[Lloydski @Lloidified]

T*ngina lahat Ginawa ko na . May mga gabi nanaman akong hinihiling ko na bukas mamatay nalang ako Kaysa araw araw ako pinapatay ng lungkot na to.

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DLOL entry no.4

[Lloydski @Lloidified]

Bumabalik nanaman tong mga nararamdaman ko. I don’t get it why I can’t break through these chain eh it’s been a year and a half . Yung lungkot ko di ko na mapunan ng mga bagay na alam kung ikakasaya ko, laging Kulang at kulang

[Lloydski @Lloidified]

You never asked bakit ako nagalit diba? You didn’t try to find out the truth. It just proves na I don’t really matter . Thank you for making me feel that way

[Lloydski @Lloidified]

DLOL entry 3

[Lloydski @Lloidified]

Isn’t it 12th of June today? I almost forgot to celebrate the day of an old friend who doubted me , who thinks I’m making up stories when I’m seeking for help .

[Lloydski @Lloidified]

And then I got a respond from that story saying “ see you there” . Naiinis lang ako kasi nung una when we were just planning andun pa yung excitement ko eh ang hirap ko pa naman hanapin sa sarili ko yun ,

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DLOL entry 2 (2/2)

[Lloydski @Lloidified]

He has his reasons which at first nag doubt talaga ako so I just tag along with the conversation and then sabi ko nalang na “there are probably a lot of next time “ naman . So sabi ko sarili ko I’m on my own. 3 days before toycon I posted a story about the theme I’m going to wear

[Lloydski @Lloidified]

So I kept reminding the tickets na kung nakabili na ba kasi I have to know so can transfer my share and Ang respond lang is “I’ll do it later this week” so lumipas Isang linggo again and nag follow up ako , sa weekends daw Saturday

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DLOL entry 2

[Lloydski @Lloidified]

A week ago , I’ve been trying to find a companion para sa toycon . I message a few friends and unfortunately they were not available so ano ba magagawa ko . Got one person left in mind and we were already talking about who’s going to buy the tickets

[Lloydski @Lloidified]

Yung nag message ka tapos sineen kalang? Is it really hard to make a reply ? It only takes a minute or two para magrespond sa message. Ano ba naman yung i-acknowledge mo man lang para Hindi naghihintay sa wala or say it directly “Hindi ako pwede”

[Lloydski @Lloidified]

DLOL entry 1

[Lloydski @Lloidified]

destroyed me , my worries , my expectations and disappointment.

[Lloydski @Lloidified]

Today I decided to start writing my DLOL ( daily life story of Lloyd) . It’s hard when you can’t confront what kills you inside , when you can’t be straight forward with what you’re feeling. I created this for the sake of expressing my hate towards the people who