R4dioFreak

[Radiohead Lyrics @radioheadbot_]

She looks like the real thing
She tastes like the real thing
My fake plastic love

[R4dioFreak @LobtomizedSpnge]

These lyrics always make me laugh just a tad bit

[mitski lyrics @mitski_lyric]

so come inside and be with me
alone with me
alone
with me alone

[R4dioFreak @LobtomizedSpnge]

I genuinely need my brains blown out or something idk I hate thinking

[R4dioFreak @LobtomizedSpnge]

I don’t want them to leave mw, is that so selfish of me or them I always say I’d rsther the sickest version of you than you ever permanently leaving, ily? I just want to tell them to leave me alone forever if you ever plan to do that but I’m scared they’ll choosw that over me

[R4dioFreak @LobtomizedSpnge]

I know i probably sound pathetic but the idea of one of the very few people I adore and hold so deeply within my grasp that cover my entire mind leaving me in that way?? I would rsther kms before seeing that happen.

[R4dioFreak @LobtomizedSpnge]

Anywho I’ve gotten really sensitive over this whole death topic. If I were to point out all of my fears I wouldn’t say death since it’s a very basic thing i would say it’s probably the fact of unknowing something? Or who knows. But death is there, it’s so normalized

[R4dioFreak @LobtomizedSpnge]

It’s kinda odd idk

[R4dioFreak @LobtomizedSpnge]

I don’t mind working my whole life as someone who hates the idea just to be able to support and help my entity for as long as I’m wanted for, if anything I want that future over any future I could’ve pondered upon my entire existence on.

[R4dioFreak @LobtomizedSpnge]

Lately idk? I’ve been so sensitive about the future, since I was a kid I always leeched onto that idea, about how I’ll want my own house maybe havw a family by the time I’m 30 and much more

[R4dioFreak @LobtomizedSpnge]

I don’t care about that past futures’ version of myself anymore, I’ve always cared about the idea of a child but honestly I don’t think with the fact of how I am I’ll ever see the day where I see thst future kid and I don’t care about thst at all

[R4dioFreak @LobtomizedSpnge]

I decided to talk on here again and wxpress my late night thoughts since this pillow suddenly turned into stone

[R4dioFreak @LobtomizedSpnge]

@dippyX3 Goat fucking freak

[R4dioFreak @LobtomizedSpnge]

@dippyX3 I’m telling you guys he’s crazy…

[iķḳї @onetousand4ever]

"are you seeing anyone?" yeah visions. regularly.