I hate being a hikkomori. Everyone fetishizes and makes it out to be some cutesy trait but it's not. It's like a horrible, comfortable hell. I want to have a life. I want to go outside but I can't.
My head is a mess all I want to do is self destruct I hate everyone and everything. I haven't left my house in months. I can't, I can't go outside. God I wish it would all end
"villain overly obsessed with hero" is fine and dandy in fiction, but we are desperately missing more of "villain comes to realize hero is more obsessed with them than they could even imagine to horrific levels"