I always do whatever I can for my loved ones when they are sick or just not feeling well… but it seems when I’m not doing very good they continue with their fun times and I’m left all alone to deal with it myself
I feel like I’m losing myself again.
But not in the ways I use to.
Idk how to explain it but I’m slowly slipping back into just going through the motions because it’s a routine…
Realizing I can’t help everyone and I can’t just be there for everyone when they need money… is rough and you really realize who was there for you and who was there for what you had to offer…
I still wish you well
House is finally clean. And I only have thirteen hours before I can sleep. Gotta fix my damn sleep schedule I can’t be sleeping in till 1-2 pm. We’re tryna grow out here.