You think i don't care? I watched you give up on me, i watched you give me those dry replies everyday, I watched you slowly lose interest in me, I watched you slowly walk out of my life, that shit broke me...
I will prefer to stay silent when im mad. If I start to ignore you. It means dont want to hurt you and forgive me, if I have ever hurt you. Im sorryπ₯
It sucks because I didn't have anyone that understood me growing up. So whenever someone shows me a little bit of attention, I get attached and always end up getting hurt in the end.
Advice that hurts:
it's fine spending time being there for others.
As long as you spend atleast the same amount of time being there for yourself
You'll end up drained. Keep the scales in balance.
What i love about fitness is that it doesn't care about your feellings.
You can't buy a nice body. And when you get to your goal you have to keep working to maintain it.
Pure discipline and character builder.