LoneAssassin25

LoneAssassin25 here. Gamer/Songwriter/Content Creator. *Insert punchline here*

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@ERBofHistory Have you ever thought about doing an Epic Rap Battles of History Tournament?

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what the next game holds. Hopefully they focus more on gameplay and less on the graphic quality.

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Glad to hear 343 Industries switched to Halo Studious. The name was tainted for sure, especially after Infinite lol. Plus getting rid of some of the higher ups was a smart idea. The best part they done is switching to Unreal Engine. All in all, I’d say I’m more optimistic with

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So all this being said, this will be my last post. I enjoyed my time with you all and wish things were different. But I’ve come to learn that some battles you can’t win.

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For a long time I’ve battled with a lot of demons. Struggled and fought through tough situations. Unfortunately this is one I don’t think I can win. I think in life we become complacent not enjoying every moment given. We don’t see the obvious.

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I know a lot of you see my post and some scroll past. I’m not attacking you in anyway but if by chance you see this then I want you to know that I’m sorry. I am sorry that I wasn’t there for you. That I wasn’t a better friend. But I never forgot you.

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I’m not afraid of dying. I’m afraid of living like a John Doe. Lonely, forgotten and with nobody.

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I feel like I’m at that point where I just tell people “I’m fine” to prevent burdening them with my problems. Perhaps that’s why I lost a lot of friends these past years, idk. I wish I wasn’t that way.

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Star of the morning. Light of salvation. Majesty. God of all mysteries. Lord of the universe. Righteous King.

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You’ll never know what faith is. Till you don’t understand. Sometimes it takes a silence. To finally hear his plan.

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I’ve always felt like the people who detest you the most are also the ones who motivate us the highest. To not just reach the peak of the mountaintops but continue until we lay on the clouds gazing up at the stars.

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It’s suffocating to say but the female mystique takes my breath away. So give me a smile or give me a sneer cause I’m trying to guess here.

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@deldott0 What became difficult to fathom through the years or even growing up essentially is not only do you have the different POVs as mentioned. We have those who use Gods word and twist it for personal benefit. Then go through life believing there version instead of the original.

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As the Sun drifts off to sleep
Slowly the Moon starts to leap
Gaze upon the starry night
Until we see the Sunrise

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If I should live to see more days
I pray the Lord to guide my ways
With grace to love my enemy
For grace, my Savior showed to me

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Like the starry night moon,
I sail through clouds to see you.
And when the light dims below, I’ll see the sun start to grow.
Winter comes and the sky cries white snow.

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Take the car on the run
Fly the jet to the sun
And bring the spacecraft in soon
While I play chess with the moon
I feel like sleeping through this cold afternoon.

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If the green left the grass on the other side, I would make like a tree and leave. But if I reached for your hand, Would your eyes get wide? Who knew the other side could be so green?

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The hardest part is knowing how I feel and wanting to talk to someone about it but not knowing how to express myself. So I keep it buried and just move on cause it’s easier. Maybe others feel this way and if you do I’m sorry for your struggle.

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If I had to be honest, I’m just tired. Tired of things not working out. And usually I just bottle it up cause it’s easier. What sucks the most is having friends who laugh when you try talking about it or say “feel free to message me anytime” but never respond. So I’m done.