Lone Indigo

Temporary Solitude And An Eternity As A Savior

[Lone Indigo @LoneIndigoChild]

I will run 10 seconds in the 100m I will do it without college. I will do it while I am homeless also. I will make it I already have the talent and motivation. I just need a coach to train me.

[Lone Indigo @LoneIndigoChild]

I am always hungry now

[Lone Indigo @LoneIndigoChild]

I am so tired of not having money for food and I'm so tired of being homeless. I need my life to progress and I need to make it back to Indianapolis and train for track.

[Lone Indigo @LoneIndigoChild]

Truth#BURNBAYC

[Lone Indigo @LoneIndigoChild]

I am a empath so I automatically get along with most people and I am able to blend in wherever I go. I am unable to control feeling a person's emotions. My true self is an intellectual and introvert.

[Lone Indigo @LoneIndigoChild]

I just now realized that within the 26 years I have been alive. I have not been my true self with most people that I developed a relationship with or just encountered randomly.

[Lone Indigo @LoneIndigoChild]

The nap will always be my home, but it is also the place that broke me.

[Lone Indigo @LoneIndigoChild]

I feel like I am being erased from the minds of people that I know.

[Lone Indigo @LoneIndigoChild]

It feels like I am fading out of existence.

[Lone Indigo @LoneIndigoChild]

I miss you mom

[Lone Indigo @LoneIndigoChild]

I miss riding around at night staring into your eyes and holding your hand as im driving and listening to lo fi as the glare from street lights flash through the windows and liquor stores and gas stations pass us by at high speeds.#MyLastBestfriend

[Lone Indigo @LoneIndigoChild]

I love her.....I have to tell her how I feel even if her fiance kills me.

[Lone Indigo @LoneIndigoChild]

I can not stop thinking about Keisha. I know that she is engaged but I am never wrong about women. We have a connection. But I am doing my best to not express my feelings toward her because I do not need anymore drama in my life.

[Lone Indigo @LoneIndigoChild]

I keep having dreams about arguing with my mom. But the arguments never happened. Also I am always a different age and in unknown locations when I argue with her. I do not understand what these dreams mean. Hopefully I am granted clarity soon.

[Lone Indigo @LoneIndigoChild]

Its a hard truth to bare. But I probably will never speak to my brother and sister again. It makes me sad to envision a future where I do not remember their voices or faces. But that is reality.

[Lone Indigo @LoneIndigoChild]

It seems like without trying to do so I have sacrificed a lot of time with people that are important to me. I just hope that in the end all of this will be worth it. I have put so much on the line to make it big within track and field. I can not get that time back.

[Lone Indigo @LoneIndigoChild]

Thinking about my grandma again for some reason. I truly want to be by her side so that she will not die alone. But even if I was able to go back Indianapolis, I do not know her location. I just keep thinking that she will pass away while I play a game or work. Im Sorry Nana

[Lone Indigo @LoneIndigoChild]

Had another dream of my mom and step dad being murdered. All I have is hatred in my heart for both of them. Sometimes I think back to past memories that were happy with my mom. But presently I just want to see her dead. I am unable to forgive her.

[Lone Indigo @LoneIndigoChild]

Brenda please where ever you are, come back to me I still love and miss you. I been so sad without you.

[Lone Indigo @LoneIndigoChild]

I been waking up and feeling like crying recently. My heart, my mind, and my soul are filled with pain. Such as a cup over filled with water, my emotions have been difficult to suppress.