Sometimes, or should I say often, I wonder why the hell did I get married? Like, is the point only to get kids and that's it? Spend the rest of my life being miserable?
Aku mcm mmg tunggu masa bila aku da betol2 tak boleh take it. Aku mintak cerai. Nafkah zahir dan batin pon tak cukup. Last kasi nafkah batin was like months ago eh. Die takde nafsu ke tak mintak lagi or die da ade org lain?
Semua urusan rumah aku handle. Bill Internet, bayar gaji maid, bayar renovation loan rumah, duit pasar, firstborn punye yuran skola etc, semua aku. Downpayment krete pon aku. Minyak krete banyak kali pon aku bayar. Ape sak. Takde duit tapi ade hati nak curang.
Anak nye birthday tapi semua aku yang kene urusan. Cake aku order, use my money, gift also use my money. Abeh now pat rumah, die sibuk tido atau main phone pat dalam bilik padahal anak2 pat lua aku je yng layan. Bagus la tu.
@soulzoul Layak dicurangi mcm mane tu? Kalau ade yg tak kene ngn wife, laki boleh slow talk pe. Kalau tak jalan jugak, lelaki ade kuasa talak. Buatpe nak main curang? Lagi berdosa ade. There is no reason for someone to cheat, baik lelaki atau perempuan.
Nowadays, I really feel down. Hubs pat tepi je, tapi rasa mcm takde laki. Where is the man I knew before marriage? Must have lost him during his curang days. #suamicurang
Today is my first born's birthday. He just turned 4. But instead of coming straight home from work, hubs is going out for a dinner with his friends, even during this covid19 situation. My poor boy. We have to postpone your celebration to tomorrow.