One last thing I never understood the to get over someone get under someone new thought process I feel like sex should be talking more seriously not just the health part of it but the spirit bond you have once you give your body up #ButWhoamI
So during my MRI, i did a lot of reflecting, and I came to realization that no matter if you have a ring, say you In love plan a future whatever your sexuality is your “partner “ won’t cheat this generation of dating is cooked
Founding out I was being played…Hard
Saying leave me alone and stop speaking… Harder Not reaching out… Hardest
Letting them know they was important and been on the mind since… EASY
Really the love I never thought I would have just bad timing on me!
Dear Me it’s over, it happened, there is no going back, continue to grow everyday, learn to love again, take your time, you are enough and not small, learn from your horrible mistakes they do not define you be better next time
As February goes on, the more I just see things as what they are… can’t wish or hope anymore just delete everything and let go, hurts cause memories but hey it’s life I guess
It’s whack I’m truly emotionally detached from shit I should be Happy and or Sad about anymore feeling like my old self in the way I don’t care about anything anymore
Why is telling the truth so had for people ? I’m really in a better head space to understand I can never change what already happened but don’t want to live in the unknown