قررت اني احط مخي بمود الاستعجال النتيجة خربت مليون شيء وطيحت مليون حاجة والغرفه تكركبت
كل مرا اسوي بنفسي كذا اقول اخر مرا
ينرفز افهم مخي وكيف يشتغل بس اقرر احط نفسي بمواقف زفت لانه لامانع من شويت ضغط
something I wrote :)
Will i ever love?
Will I ever be loved?
Don’t know and i'll never be sure
Will the days shine will it ever gets better
And if I’m finally up there on the top of the hill
Is it going to be worth it?
Will I look beyond the horizon and admire it
Or will i stare into the polaroid pictures and cry
Will the better days come over around
Or will i be stuck here forever
Looking into the past and keep wishing
Wishing on a falling star or on the one above?
Looking through everything from a small window
In a future house where everything is missed
Crying for glimpses of the past
It’s a loop that will never end
So devastated for a soul i lost
For a hole within me will never be filled
And if i lived through the good days
Will i ever lose the fear that haunts me
The fear of missing what i have
I can’t feel happy without feeling sad
Because i'm scared of longing i stopped living