sappy pride month post:
growing up i always thought about my wedding day. the dress i would wear, the song i would dance to, and the mad. would marry.
then my sophomore year of high school my sister came out as gay. and i really didn't think anything about it because yeah...
is people are just people. a man is a man and a woman is a woman... but everyone is just human. i love every single one of you.. im here for anyone that needs someone to listen. i've been at the lowest point and it's been the people on this app that have brought me back...
i spent years (with my ex boyfriend, love him) trying to to figure out who i was and what i wanted. broke up with people, dated people, flirted with people... and i think the one thing ive learned..
and still i felt she needed to be protected. so i did. and then my senior year of high school i kissed my first girl... and fucking omg... although i knew my sister was gay i had never even thought about it. and then it happened. and it changes my whole world...
i had heard about it and no big deal. until my family started saying thing and her friends started saying things and i realized that she was something special. not weird. not abnormal. special. needed to be protected. and i guess i should also say this was my older sister...
update: i asked my therapist if there is anything i should tell my doctor on wednesday and she said "hmm, idk, i think you just need more work conditioning" 😭😭😭😭
today is my last day of four hour work conditioning. did it help my back? no. am i still in pain everyday? yes. am i slowly losing my mind? ...also yes
today is my last day of four hour work conditioning. did it help my back? no. am i still in pain everyday? yes. am i slowly losing my mind? ...also yes