I was broken before he cheated but the betrayal pretty much destroyed me. Not missing him even a little bit but, fuck, that betrayal killed any interest in men or relationships. I'm tired of people asking me why I don't date or if I'm gay.
#brokenintrovert
Made it 4 hours at my cousin's before the political bs started. Nothing like sitting at a kitchen table with 8 people implying I'm an idiot because I will NOT be voting for trump or anyone on his team. I hate being a blue dot in Missouri and in my family.
A fun way for me to determine if I'm in a fragile state or not is to read a story with cheating or someone being dismissed by their partner. I mean, it's been over 13 years. To trust someone so implicitly just to get my spirit slaughtered. I just want to heal. How do I do that?
Haven't been on the account forever but I'm kind of going through it these days so unfollow if you don't want to read me cry. Can I remove followers or do I have to block? Kinda want to start fresh but I love my username.
That feeling when you tell people that your parents never really hugged you as a kid and their face falls and they tell you how sad that makes them. I'm 47 and all of this reflection on my childhood is depressing. Like...I didn't know. I'm just glad I hugged my own kids.
So much crying yesterday and I have no idea why. I mean, I know why, I just don't WANT to know why. I will be making major decisions soon that should make the next chapter better. Happier. Healthier. And just maybe less lonely.
@badfurday757@GaviBegtrup I'm glad you asked this question. It's really important that guys understand more about female anatomy. There's also a thing called precocious puberty. Young girls start puberty before age 8 which means they can get pregnant when raped. A 5-yo got pregnant in South America in '39
@hellomrclutch@GaviBegtrup @kimholcomb I would LOVE to tf out of Missouri. I live in a fairly liberal area but dirt votes in Missouri so here we are. I'd have to move hundreds of miles away from my kids and grandkids and leave my 20-yo job. It sucks. I will keep voting though it seems futile here.
So, I had my own issues before my divorce that were exacerbated after the divorce. The thought of dating gives me anxiety but literally every person in my family and every friend is in a relationship which means I'm the odd man out. Of everything. I need single friends.
@joncoopertweets I may not want Biden specifically but I sure as hell don't want the GOP back in that office. I would vote third party if there was a serious candidate. Couldn't pay me enough to vote Republican though.