Stop running from God. He's waiting for you. And He loves you more than you can imagine. You're never too messed up for Him. You won't find what youre looking for in "them".
Brought me back to 2 years ago, how God really healed that brokenhearted women I was. Weeping in my moms hug. His love does not fail, even when "love" does. Betrayal cuts deep, but God CAN and will heal his children.