And I got teary. I wanted to cry but we (the nurse and I) need to attend to my mom by feeding her at that moment. And suddenly, I remember the date. And it was July 23 again. π«£
Pa, what's with July 23? Bakit laging July 23 ka nagpaparamdam... π«£π«£π«£πππ
I deeply miss my father. Checked the date. And realized, 5 years ago, my father visited me in my dream... And today, was another record of me missing him... July 23 will always hit different... I should be sleeping but here I am... How do I move on from here? *sighs*
At the Hospital... My mom just woke up...
She saw me... She asked me...
M: San si papa?
(In my mind, I want to say, "Ma, matagal na pong wala si papa")
Me: Bakit po?
M: Di mo ba namimiss si papa?
Me: Hindi po. Bakit po? Nakita mo?
M: Hindi nga e.
Then, the nurse came ~
Pano ba mag timeline cleanse? HAHAHAHA. Napuno masyado ng FIFA yung tl ko. Tapos puno ng Cucurella, Yamal, at E. Fernandez at Messi. ππππ«£π