@callmeconsonant I read that one yesterday too, it was life altering I swear, I forgot multiple times it was based off the F1 grid oh my gosh the writing is so good!!
okay, i lied. i like flowers i don’t have to ask for, dates i don’t have to plan, and being cared for like a baby. i like photos of us on your social media, reposts about me. i like acts of service, physical touch, quality time, and little surprises. i like being loved loudly.
When you’ve spent most of your life in survival mode, existing day-to-day without any real investment in the future, hitting this point is both confusing and overwhelming. Suddenly, you’re still here —almost by accident—and now you’re faced with building a life you didn’t even think you’d have to consider.
Learning how to actually live after years of passivity isn’t easy. It’s like learning a new language, where the basics feel foreign and purpose feels slippery. You’ve already survived so much, and now you’re in this unique position to shape your life intentionally. It’s okay if you don’t know how to do that yet —start with the small stuff, with figuring out what feels good, what brings a sense of calm, what even sparks a tiny bit of interest.
Living takes practice, and you're allowed to ease into it at your own pace. Just remember, you're not alone in feeling this way —there are others out there navigating this exact same, weird in-between. Take your time to find meaning, no rush, no pressure. You’ve already come this far, and that’s something worth celebrating in itself.
Quit acting all surprised when people compliment you, look up to you, love your work, or see you in a good way. YES, you are desirable. YES, you are good. YES, your work speaks for itself. YES, people see your potential & your power. Now it's time for you to believe it!!! ✨
Honestly today was hard racing from both Lando and Max, I'm not going to it here and act like I know who to blame, they're the professional racing drivers 🤷
I'm just going to be happy about Oscar's podium :)