I talk so much on the internet that I think people would find it surprising to know in real life I am exceedingly shy. But let me talk with people from behind a screen and I'm a chatterbox.
Maybe I should design a graphic that says "I'm an extrovert on the internet!" π
New life goal: Be as sturdy as a GTA 5 tree. Even the smallest are hard as cement. Major city traffic light? Crumples like paper. Tiny ass sapling? Totals your car. π
My driving is bad already but trying to use the keyboard to drive turns me into a natural disaster. π€£
also learned that I don't have to stress out over what my mind is not structured to process. Instead I finally clearly see where my basic art skills converge with my complex understanding of forms & how to use them together.
For the first time in my life I truly understand. β€οΈ
My head feels like it is going to explode. Researching intensely the last 2-3 days & my brain has had it. My learning disabilities make tasks like this difficult on good days & downright painful & stressful on bad ones. I love learning so it frustrates me to stop but given no
choice when my mind starts going blank & refuses to absorb any more new info.
Despite this, I am exceedingly happy. I understand better than ever before what to do with my art & the tools I need. I understand why some art I simply can't do & trying won't fix it. However I have
before Figaro. Slowly and carefully Kitt got up, angled herself just right to get the bug within her reach... & I expected her to lightly smack at it.
Instead she gracelessly body slammed the wall,looking shocked & surprised when she didn't get it. π€£π€£π€£ I can't stop laughing.
It is a good day when your gut hurts from laughing. π€£
Figaro, my cubby & playful cat started a chittering sound when she saw a bug on the wall, slowly sneaking over to get it. Kitt, the dainty cat, paid attention & slowly snuck up to a shelf she likes to sit on, getting there
@MattyestMatt I thought the core way to support someone you like their content on Twitter was to engage in conversations? I don't think I'm wrong here. Personal interactions matter more than a souless RT. π€¨
β΄οΈ I'm socially very awkward.
β΄οΈ I often have no idea what to say & initiate conversations in weird ways.
β΄οΈ I'm terrified of talking to people I don't know, fearing I will offend them beyond belief.
β΄οΈ I have trouble reading people's reactions properly.
You too?
Hello there! π
@YuuriVoice As a viewer, I know I look at a channel's playlists a lot, especially the bigger a channel is. It baffles me the channels that don't take the effort, especially ASMR roleplay ones with various characters or ongoing storylines. I've seen some that have zero playlists. π«
@DariusBearVT don't even know what I'm looking at. It just makes me sound so much more ignorant than I am. I know I will get it sorted out, it is just very frustrating when I want to simply do it.
One thing I can say is if I can get it figured out though, most anyone else can too. π
@DariusBearVT It is just difficult when it feels like I have a hundred questions but they all just sound dumb. My OCD makes me need to know the most minute details, but they often can slip past me when reading, turning to gibberish randomly because of my dyslexia. Throw numbers in & I often
@ThestrokeOfMid4 a few words to remove the gendered nature. It isn't rewriting the dictionary. There is a whole lot of other artists doing RPs I'd love to listen to but simply don't because they only offer M4F audios & I can't stand being misgendered.