my side of the story doesn't matter anymore. Life happened. It hurt and I healed. Most importantly,I learned who deserves a seat at my table and who will never sit at it again
I think when you’re transitioning from being a people pleaser into someone with better boundaries it can feel so strange…it's hard to tell if you’re being mean or if you’re simply respecting your own feelings, bcuz you’re so used to putting other people's feelings before yours..
canceling plans is ok. staying home to cook is ok. disappearing for a bit to get your life together is okay. lets encourage it & respect self improvement.
I do not handle hurt well at all and I do not like who I become when I am hurting. That's why I really don't like being mistreated or played with. If you aren't genuine, don't even bother me, Just move around.
No matter how much I sin or fall short in Islam, I truly believe in my heart that none has the right to be worshipped except Allah (SWT) & Muhammad (SAW) is the messenger of Allah🙏🏼❤️
I wanna change so bad. I don't wanna get mad at everything, don't wanna react to everything, don't wanna care as much, don't wanna put energy into things that I shouldn't, don't wanna make in the moment decisions anymore, I just wanna change me for myself not for anybody else.