Back on Twitter for a more direct approach. I read my Bible, but I’m free from the law. I’m going to do what I did when I met God. I was a product of grace. I’m not looking for him again, just don’t wanna change my ways trying to impress him 😅 He knows me already
My spirit is constantly sober. My flesh is stoned, drunk, intoxicated in all forms. I wouldn’t have it any other way. If I make it to heaven, it was his gift. Not my works.
I’m not new to wanting my way. I’m new to being aware of my lusts. Every time I prayed so far, once I got the desire, I would’ve consumed it upon my lusts. Once I finally ask in Jesus name, I’ll be okay 😊
I never take anything personal. It’s not my best trait though. Leaves me vulnerable. But let me explain why I still appreciate this trait. That is when I attack when I’m attacked. Throw your punches. But can you take an attack from me?
This is more of my flesh speaking.
I want a body that honors God. Not myself. ✝️ it’s exhausting huh? Stressing what to eat, how to eat, to get the body you desire. I’ll just relax for now. And let God handle the rest. Even still, it’s never easy.
If only… I were greater… even if I do… the unblock fee… I’m pitiful…. If I don’t… I’m pitiful… so I hope… you understand … that I need… my time… to ponder… im dust… nothing but… the dust…
I regret… leaving you… with nothing… if I did… leave a place … in your heart… be beautiful… with expecting nothing… and I’ll try… to make up… for your tears of hope…. Elizabeth… I hope… you’re okay…