Like a fucked up crack head so is my high coming on like a mother fucking bitch ripping the head off one at a time.
God, it tasted horrible π« but it is what it is and won't get any better.
It was a fuck it night, so fuck it π€ͺ
It has started, window has been shut.
It won't take long to finish it.
Like a cheap Chinese electronic, it will also say;
GOODBYE
Now I'm shutting down.
Roasted chicken wings once again, I guess tomorrow night I might have to have them again and have meat and onions for my last same meal for 31 weeks oh and eggs.
It could be a fuck it night, I have a feeling it could be the reason I been counting down to, what's 1 day early when I have complete plan A, now plan B is warming up to start, can't stop progress, not like I have a reason!
Ate cheese today for the first time in 31 weeks. Oh baby, how I missed your sweet taste, remind me why I didn't eat you again, why did I stop.
Oh well, I have issues lol
Got my parcel so the fun can begin soon, I just wish it was another week, but what's the use? It's still going to be the same outcome π
It's better to do it sooner than later and add more torture onto it.
Who knows π€·ββοΈ π π π€ͺ π€
The noise in the country is not the same as a city or suburbs.
In the country you can hear for kilometres and in the city much less than you think, depends what's happening.
In the country I can hear dogs barking at 1.2km away, shut the fuck up!
Can't anyone do the right thing
I should get up and do something π€
Nah, the countdown is nearly up, so what's the point of having to waste that day and a half.
Sometimes you just don't care
Isolated, no one around, and if they are, they are trespassing.
So I shouldn't be seeing anyone unless I leave this place, only reasons to leave is for food, no other important matter required.
The longest I went was 8 weeks without leaving this place.
That was great π
Best advice you can get.
No one cares or gives a shit about you.
What others care about do not worry them as well, but it's also funny that no one cares even if they get paid to do it.
The real problem is that no one cares!
So, does anyone care? They act like it π€
Once I start, I can not stop.
It will be hard to do.
I will feel like shit in the process.
But the result is what I want.
That's betting my life on it, which is what's on the line.
If you have a problem there is a solution to it, everything turns out just fine unless you fucked up that bad and then it's a huge drama and hassle.
Pissing people.of is my superpower, no wonder people stay away.
It's coming slowly but it's nearly here, if anyone knows me I hate waiting on time but everything gets done at a certain time, no rash decisions π well sometimes for small shit, but not the big ones.
So, there are less than 2 full days until it's time.
Next level problems.
So I woke up today sweating at 5 am in 14Β° Temperature & and then again at 6 am the same shit, but then I slept under the same cover until 10 am at 23Β°.
Yep, I am normal, not.
Lovely cloudy day outside. Nice day for doing hardly nothing.
I cooked 14 chicken wings up, that's 2 kg or 7 to 14 different chickens, I didn't look to see if they were left or right body parts, but they sure tasted nice and juicy.
Why did I eat them all, thatsba question I can not answer.
Gas stoves make them juicy & fan forced crunchyοΏ½οΏ½
@DaisyChow88@abcnews She lost everything after that. Even the team is nonexistent to me after that bullshit.
They all tared themselves with the same paintbrush sticking up for her.
Must be the most excitement of my life, counting down with 2 days to go, well after midnight, I didn't think this through to well as what time N on Saturday I am going to do it, do I do it at midnight or get a good night sleep first and than do it.
Does it really matter, though?