𝑳𝒖𝒄𝒊𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒏 ✨

[𝑳𝒖𝒄𝒊𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒏 ✨ @Luciyefer]

Are we all just putting out every thought into our notes app when it’s got nowhere else to go or are we normal? Asking for a friend.

[𝑳𝒖𝒄𝒊𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒏 ✨ @Luciyefer]

It’s actually just embarrassing

[𝑳𝒖𝒄𝒊𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒏 ✨ @Luciyefer]

The rains off so I’m gonna bundle up and take myself on a little mental health walk. Hope I get kidnapped 🤞🏻

[𝑳𝒖𝒄𝒊𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒏 ✨ @Luciyefer]

Therapy but its actually just me talking to myself in a little video diary so I can get the thoughts out of my head.

[𝑳𝒖𝒄𝒊𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒏 ✨ @Luciyefer]

There’s actually nothing more embarrassing than crying on public transport man. Get me back to bed asap.

[𝑳𝒖𝒄𝒊𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒏 ✨ @Luciyefer]

I made some big progress today. I’m proud of me.

[𝑳𝒖𝒄𝒊𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒏 ✨ @Luciyefer]

Forcing myself to be a big girl and go on a walk down to the beach to sit instead of constant checking for something I know isn’t coming 🤙🏻

[𝑳𝒖𝒄𝒊𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒏 ✨ @Luciyefer]

Faith Kelly is my comfort influencer, she’s literally been the only thing able to calm my anxiety and there is no where near enough YouTube videos and TikTok’s for me to watch and rewatch

[𝑳𝒖𝒄𝒊𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒏 ✨ @Luciyefer]

“Nobody hates you, nobody is against you” but they unfollowed me 🙃

[iFriedNemo @VladVilcu3]

LOUDEST pop you'll ever hear 🗣

[meru ⚢ @plaks4ngel]

do you even know how badly i wish these emotions didnt exist

[𝑳𝒖𝒄𝒊𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒏 ✨ @Luciyefer]

Never mind got the answer to my question I needed. Having a little complain always works 💅🏻✨

[𝑳𝒖𝒄𝒊𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒏 ✨ @Luciyefer]

Actual nothing worse than being patched when you can see people are online.

[𝑳𝒖𝒄𝒊𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒏 ✨ @Luciyefer]

In other news I couldn’t sleep so I’ve made 3 punch needles frog coasters, it’s very fun. Only stabbed myself once!

[Fallon @filthtofilth]

“you’re allowed to relax, you know” unfortunately i cannot do that. Otherwise they will get me

[𝑳𝒖𝒄𝒊𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒏 ✨ @Luciyefer]

Never mind everything’s fucked and my body still feels like it’s filled with tv static

[𝑳𝒖𝒄𝒊𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒏 ✨ @Luciyefer]

Tomorrow I’m looking forward to being awake until 8am getting myself a massive fuck off redbull to get crispy cold in my broken fridge that acts like a freezer in winter, sleeping till noon and then cracking that bitch the second I get up.

[𝑳𝒖𝒄𝒊𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒏 ✨ @Luciyefer]

I wish I could talk to my mum right now. I just need my mum.

[𝑳𝒖𝒄𝒊𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒏 ✨ @Luciyefer]

Having one dead dad is bad enough but two?! What if I just kill myself now this is rough.